Feeeeeeeeeellings.............................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m not sure how I feel. 

I could not do it myself.

 I also could not do it at home.

 So I called someone I trusted and told him about it and where to find them. 

So, a perfume,  a tiny white tasbeeh, a powder for my eyes, a blue cream in a pretty lavender bottle were removed and thrown away. 

I did so like the blue cream in the spherical container. It was so well hidden that he almost couldn’t find it.

I’m not sure how I  feel  about it. I'm  not so sad that I’m crying, nor am I very happy.

It’s possible then that it had no effect on me whatsoever, so I’m imagining things.

But……….sigh…………………..

I think I understand now.

It’s as if the last link was cut.